Sunday, June 3, 2012

Kundalini Fragmentation

Kundalini Fragmentation

Often though not always Kundalini activation will be accompanied by an intense
fragmenting of the current life experience. This can increase exponentially as
the process continues. If resisted it can become quite challenging and very
hurtful. In these areas it is most important to understand what is happening.

We can be greatly aided by an understanding of what is occurring and why. If
this knowledge isn't available we may begin to identify with an extreme downward
spiral of events. These events can change our very existence. Kundalini will
clean us up whether we like it or not and it will arrange for a complete
makeover of the life of a person towards its agenda of divine transformation. If
one isn't aware of what is happening it can put them right out into and upon the
street. Destitute and out of options. Survival becomes the main concern.

This happened to me.

I would not choose this for you my fellow traveler and so I give to you what
information I may give. I will suggest that you start with the identification of
your expectations and goals in life. Within that framework see if you can
identify aspects of your attachments to these qualities that resonate with the
loving forgiveness of those who may have caused you pain. Repeatedly forgive
everyone with gusto!

Start with forgiveness as it can ease open a commonly closed heart center that
the ego of a person may harbor ideas and issues of revenge. As these blockages
are released an infusion of more energy opens the heart and allows for the next
stage of blessings to be received.

These life fragmentation's are rarely easy and simple. They strike us deep to
our core as we are changed from what we have striven for our entire life. We are
left spinning in our body(s) not knowing which way to turn as our confidence in
our personal validation is removed and we do not know where to go. We lose our
direction.

Turn your expression toward love and surrender to this divine force within. This
can save you years if not decades of refinement by opening to these strong
levels of refinement through knowledge and the invitation for this that the
Kundalini grants us. Your life will be much gentler for this choice. You can
choose to go with this flow or try to fight it with ever increasing levels of
desperation. A wise person will move with this river of energy and not resist
its strength but rather make that strength their own!

Embrace this transformation and allow yourself to be changed. Fragmentation is
happening for this very purpose. As we are crumbled into the dust of what we
once were so are we risen into that which we are becoming! The old will give way
to the new and even then will our expressive dimensions expand to hold that
which was and that which is at the same time. We will become conscious
multidimensional humanity.

Great is this gift but only for those who choose to receive will they be able to
stand amidst their own ruin to grasp it. The cocoon must be shattered for the
butterfly to be freed. We are that graceful Kundalini pilot. Let us take that
lesson into ourselves when and if this aspect of the Kundalini awakening comes
to call upon our life. It will go much better for those who flow with this
Kundalini inner volcano rather than resisting the lava that is unstoppable.

If you are in the middle of this right now it isn't too late to make your
adjustment. Go within and begin to open to this flow. Your fears may have taken
a stronghold within you and your ego will respond readily to these apparitions
of danger or desire or want of gain and fear of loss. Calm down and bring
yourself the realization of the change that is occurring and embrace this change
even if it goes against what you have struggle towards your whole life!

Your life is moving into a greater expression and know this and be calmed and
strengthened by this. I know how this feels and I am very familiar with the cold
hand of fear as my ideas of success and gain were ripped from my body(s). I too
struggled and resisted and cursed this greatness within. My ego was adamant in
having its own way all the way and all the time and my torment lasted for over a
decade because of this. Your does not have too.

Trust that the inner divine is working from a blueprint that at first you can
only trust is in place. You cannot see it or manipulate it and surrender to it
at the same time. This is part of the test. We must have faith in the
development we are experiencing and for faith to develop we cannot know the
answers but must instead trust that there is this relationship of grace within
us building us anew from within.

Trust isn't always easy but it is essential and I will counsel you to constantly
reaffirm your expression of trust within the fragmentation.

Soon enough your new life will appear to you. First in small ways but then in
greater complexity and expression. This will be the new path for you to follow
within your Kundalini. It may not be radically different than your old life in
appearances and yet it may be completely different. This will be a measure of
karma and what we as individuals bring into our Kundalini through surrender.

Let it come my dear traveler. Yes it can be frightening but hold fast! It is
alright and so will you be as long as you trust in the love of the inner divine,
the Kundalini divine! Surrender into the arms of grace and let the tests be met
with devotion and openness. Do not resist! Walk with confidence into your sweet
new sunrise. From the ashes of destruction to the living enlightenment of love
upon this world will you become a human radiance of grace. - blessings to you
traveler! - chrism

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