There is more to the Dark Night

There is more to the Dark Night

By Chrism Kundalini in Kundalini Awakening Systems 1

There is more to it.
The solitary aspect of it.
The inner personal striving and stillness.
The essential core of individual surrender being ravaged through irreconcilable
Realities.

The sensation of loss without losing.
The minds eye viewing the transformation of the ego and yet still being able to
Know and remember that which was and is
Is still there.

Being abandoned within a glorious garden of comprehensible confusion.
A beautiful matrix of experience without reference points.
Following a solitary inverse illumination as you turn and turn and turn.
Turning within.
Turning around.
Most of the dark night cannot be.

- blessings - chrism


© chrism 2009

No No No

No No No

By Chrism Kundalini in Kundalini Awakening Systems 1 ·

Some folks come out here to where I am wanting and expecting me to change them
but only along the lines with which they agree. They have a very strong control
consciousness that will assert itself every time any kind of change is initiated
that isnt within the comfort zone of that consciousness.

No No No is what I will receive when giving these suggestions or instructions to
them for their grace. And this is good and correct and they have every right to
this consciousness.

Change is a constant theme. Control over change isnt. Sometimes we must risk an
alleviation of our control in order to receive positive transformation. In fact
there is very little that we actually control. In many cases it is our fears
that control us and from that perspective can we begin to mitigate the denial of
change within our process. No No No can become Yes Yes Yes! - chrism

Spirit Under Attack!

Spirit Under Attack!

By Chrism Kundalini in Kundalini Awakening Systems 1

Spirit is under constant attack by those who force their
wills and ways upon others. By those who would from their small perspective feel that another way of life or choices, or culture or belief system is not to be respected. These are decisions made by spirit as well. As spirit wars with itself, certain educations are being fulfilled. Certain aspects of a greater spirit are being allowed to know and evolve, by committing atrocities against itself. Against us. So we can bring back into balance the Tao by allowing ourselves to be forgiving and forgiven. We can make the choice that we as individuals must make - Do I choose love or not? Do I choose goodness or not? Hatred is rampant and it is a viable choice. Goodness is rampant and is a viable
choice. So what do you choose? best wishes - chrism

Kundalini Crying

• Kundalini Crying

  By Chrism Kundalini

  You must cry. It is a relief mechanism for extraordinary amounts of energy being
  applied into the various bodies of expression by the Kundalini. The ego may
  recognize it as it always has as pertaining to sadness or grief or extreme
  laughter. But it is indeed the five bodies release response to the energies
  being given into it by the Kundalini.
  
  Change is being demanded of us by the Intelligent Kundalini. These changes are
  not always easy and inside of these changes certain attributes that we have come
  to be comfortable with are being transformed.
  
  It really doesn't matter what kind of expression is occurring as the changes
  will be given to all of the bodies of expression therefore all expressions will
  undergo this transformation. Crying is a typical constant within the Kundalini
  process whether it be through bliss or ecstasy or release. Release is almost
  always the drive behind the tears.
  
  When the emotional body is challenged with transformation our ego associations
  with our feelings will in many ways resist. We will not go quietly about some of
  the emotional issues in our life and within these areas of resistance the tears
  will flow copiously.
  
  And they should.
  
  These tears are in many ways double tasked with forming the vector of response
  for the release of blockages to the energy and also with the lubrication through
  release for the gradual blockage removal. Crying is a release that comprises
  many of the bodies of expression not just the emotional.
  
  The physical body will heave in strong gasps of deep tremors. Pushing away the
  pain of resistance through release and yet gradually dismantling the blockage
  causing the pain. The ego will wonder what is going on as its control has fallen
  away and it stands powerless to assert any kind of defense against this. The
  mental body will struggle as well as it searches in vain for a reason why this
  is happening. At first this part of the Kundalini process is confusing but as
  surrender is given into the process deductive reasoning will be made as to what
  and how to respond.
  
  Allow the tears to flow and know that Kundalini Intelligence will curtail some
  of these symptoms for socially constructive times such as employment or other
  forms of needed interactions with others who would not understand such tears.
  
  The medical profession will not understand this and they will reach or
  manufacture an illness to fit your apparent condition. Be careful who you talk
  about this aspect of the Kundalini with. Clinical depression will often be the
  diagnosis. Many of the Kundalini symptoms will most certainly resemble other
  maladies that have nothing to do with the Kundalini so know this and be
  appropriate with whom you tell and how you manage this expression within the
  public view.
  
  If you must come into the public arena wear large sunglasses if it is a problem
  to be seen crying. Please remember that being Kundalini active or awakening is
  no shame and yet people will be concerned about you if they see you crying and
  will wish to help. Do not try to artificially or chemically control the tears.
  Let them come or come to an agreement with Intelligent Kundalini for the
  appropriate times that this can be given within your life circumstances.
  
  We have sought to control our emotions for perhaps the majority of our lives.
  Ego is used to this and mental mind is used to this and physical body is used to
  this as is the emotional body. Kundalini will dissolve any thread of control
  that once was so strong. This is natural to the changes taking place.
  
  Kundalini is asserting its energies into the total human system in order to
  bring about a maximum level of continuous transformation within the person. It
  knows the dynamics of that persons existence and will work with the individual
  to mitigate as much as is necessary the intrusiveness into the social and
  survival aspects of the persons life.
  
  It will do this in response to the surrender to its agenda by the individual. So
  we talk with our Kundalini. We let the body cry. We allow the changes to be
  given even if we do not understand why they are being given. We do not wallow in
  our vain attempts to figure out why we are having these symptoms. We accept that
  we will surrender and that later when we are further along we may be able to
  discern why this happens.
  
  Let your tears flow in rivers and let your surrender be complete. Trust the
  process that is working within you and do not fear. Such grace is being given
  that would astound you if you knew any reference points for it! And you will! -
  blessings - chrism
  

Entities and the Spiritual Body

Entities and the Spiritual Body

By Chrism Kundalini and in Kundalini Awakening Systems 1 ·

There are some challenges we as a species do not readily understand at
the present. Just like there are parasites that live in the body physical so too
are there entities of a parasitic nature that live in the energetic folds around
and with in us.

They are of a psuedo intelligent nature as they are in many cases discarnate people
or those who have passed but because of trauma or other interference have not
been able to move on and jumped into the nearest or most familiar person.
Gliding through that persons energetic structure and feeding and living and
sharing the thoughts and sometimes engaging in control of that persons decision
making process.

It is always in the interest of evolution that these entities be released into
their next journey. Not through means of harshness but through means of love and
service for that individual.

Some will feel this type of entity as a floating vibrational feeling
centering and moving of its own accord through the pelvic regions. A slightly
ticklish feeling that does not have a controlling point except for the touch or
pressing of a hand to the area, this is the typical scenario and there are
others. This isnt "always" an entity. There are other causes.

Some will feel them in the legs traveling up to the testes and residing in the
testicles as a very obvious vibration that will cause a need to move or touch.
This isnt "always" an entity. There are other causes for this as well.

Sometimes the face and eyes and ears or other areas of the body will
feel these mystery incursions.

Quite often they will feed on aspects of energy that
they can consume. It is best to clear them. But many form an attachment with the
person influencing the thoughts into a form of denial and protectionism.
As we evolve so are they forced to. Some will jump out rather than face what their next journey holds. If you feel you have these merely practice the safeties in a sincere fashion and they will evolve and leave or simply leave - chrism

Kundalini Fragmentation

Kundalini Fragmentation

By Chrism Kundalini

Often though not always Kundalini activation will be accompanied by an intense
fragmenting of the current life experience. This can increase exponentially as
the process continues. If resisted it can become quite challenging and very
hurtful. In these areas it is most important to understand what is happening.

We can be greatly aided by an understanding of what is occurring and why. If
this knowledge isn't available we may begin to identify with an extreme downward
spiral of events. These events can change our very existence. Kundalini will
clean us up whether we like it or not and it will arrange for a complete
makeover of the life of a person towards its agenda of divine transformation. If
one isn't aware of what is happening it can put them right out into and upon the
street. Destitute and out of options. Survival becomes the main concern.

This happened to me.

I would not choose this for you my fellow traveler and so I give to you what
information I may give. I will suggest that you start with the identification of
your expectations and goals in life. Within that framework see if you can
identify aspects of your attachments to these qualities that resonate with the
loving forgiveness of those who may have caused you pain. Repeatedly forgive
everyone with gusto!

Start with forgiveness as it can ease open a commonly closed heart center that
the ego of a person may harbor ideas and issues of revenge. As these blockages
are released an infusion of more energy opens the heart and allows for the next
stage of blessings to be received.

These life fragmentation's are rarely easy and simple. They strike us deep to
our core as we are changed from what we have striven for our entire life. We are
left spinning in our body(s) not knowing which way to turn as our confidence in
our personal validation is removed and we do not know where to go. We lose our
direction.

Turn your expression toward love and surrender to this divine force within. This
can save you years if not decades of refinement by opening to these strong
levels of refinement through knowledge and the invitation for this that the
Kundalini grants us. Your life will be much gentler for this choice. You can
choose to go with this flow or try to fight it with ever increasing levels of
desperation. A wise person will move with this river of energy and not resist
its strength but rather make that strength their own!

Embrace this transformation and allow yourself to be changed. Fragmentation is
happening for this very purpose. As we are crumbled into the dust of what we
once were so are we risen into that which we are becoming! The old will give way
to the new and even then will our expressive dimensions expand to hold that
which was and that which is at the same time. We will become conscious
multidimensional humanity.

Great is this gift but only for those who choose to receive will they be able to
stand amidst their own ruin to grasp it. The cocoon must be shattered for the
butterfly to be freed. We are that graceful Kundalini pilot. Let us take that
lesson into ourselves when and if this aspect of the Kundalini awakening comes
to call upon our life. It will go much better for those who flow with this
Kundalini inner volcano rather than resisting the lava that is unstoppable.

If you are in the middle of this right now it isn't too late to make your
adjustment. Go within and begin to open to this flow. Your fears may have taken
a stronghold within you and your ego will respond readily to these apparitions
of danger or desire or want of gain and fear of loss. Calm down and bring
yourself the realization of the change that is occurring and embrace this change
even if it goes against what you have struggle towards your whole life!

Your life is moving into a greater expression and know this and be calmed and
strengthened by this. I know how this feels and I am very familiar with the cold
hand of fear as my ideas of success and gain were ripped from my body(s). I too
struggled and resisted and cursed this greatness within. My ego was adamant in
having its own way all the way and all the time and my torment lasted for over a
decade because of this. Your does not have too.

Trust that the inner divine is working from a blueprint that at first you can
only trust is in place. You cannot see it or manipulate it and surrender to it
at the same time. This is part of the test. We must have faith in the
development we are experiencing and for faith to develop we cannot know the
answers but must instead trust that there is this relationship of grace within
us building us anew from within.

Trust isn't always easy but it is essential and I will counsel you to constantly
reaffirm your expression of trust within the fragmentation.

Soon enough your new life will appear to you. First in small ways but then in
greater complexity and expression. This will be the new path for you to follow
within your Kundalini. It may not be radically different than your old life in
appearances and yet it may be completely different. This will be a measure of
karma and what we as individuals bring into our Kundalini through surrender.

Let it come my dear traveler. Yes it can be frightening but hold fast! It is
alright and so will you be as long as you trust in the love of the inner divine,
the Kundalini divine! Surrender into the arms of grace and let the tests be met
with devotion and openness. Do not resist! Walk with confidence into your sweet
new sunrise. From the ashes of destruction to the living enlightenment of love
upon this world will you become a human radiance of grace. - blessings to you
traveler! - chrism